Roddy Doyle, prolific Irish author, always writes complex characters. He stuff is a lit professor’s dream (and I should know; I used this book in one of my classes). The Woman Who Walked Into Doors is narrated by Paula, a woman who, in her late 30s, has just found out that her husband, Charlo, is dead. She unravels what happened as the book goes on, but not in that way that Ruth Ware and her cohort do. The point is not to keep a mystery from you. Instead, doling out information is a reflection of the abuse Paula has suffered at the hands of Charlo, of seventeen years of reporting to the hospital (again) that she has clumsily walked into the door (again).

According to the book Just Mercy by Bryan Stevenson, repeated abuse can lead to brain damage. Not only traumatic brain injury from physical impact, but actual deterioration of brain mass. As a result, people who are victims of domestic violence, like Paula, often appear much older and are slow to react and think. Paula explains she’s missing teeth, has had her hair pulled out, and she a Charlo had four children. There’s no food, Charlo has lost his job, and the abuse continues, though it started long before the men of Ireland were largely unemployed in the 1980s.

The Woman Who Walked Into Doors is told in a zigzag fashion, not linearly, reflecting domestic violence victims and the way in which they tell stories about themselves. It’s not A to Z. More so, one abuse happened, Paula reflects on how she loved Charlo when they met, another abuse happens, Paula explains how it was her fault, some other abuse happens, but also so many “things” happened that they blur together.

Furthermore, Paula is compelled by alcoholism, which developed as she tried to emotionally save herself from Charlo. Although we know he’s dead and was out of the house for a year prior, the addiction is just barely manageable in the present. Years before, when Charlo took her to the hospital, doctors always said they could smell the alcohol on her. Set in the 1970s and 80s, people did not “interfere” in marriages, even medical staff. Plus, Charlo was right there. How would she survive without him? He made sure she thought she could not. I read The Woman Who Walked Into Doors for a book club with Biscuit and my cousin Jordie, and it was surprising how much we all had to say about what we’ve seen in our own lives with family members or friends. Leaving an abuser is never as easy as it seems when you’re safely outside the book, but Doyle writes so impeccably that you cannot help but think through everyone you’ve ever met and wonder.

My favorite part of The Woman Who Walked Into Doors is how Paula explains all the potential she had without knowing it. While I don’t have children, I am a firm advocate for children’s safety, development, and rights. Paula’s creativity, her interests, her intelligence — all of it is neglected over a period of time, placing her in more dangerous environments, and soon, she becomes more animal-like to survive the other children, or the teachers who touch her inappropriately in class. Doyle reminds us how precarious childhood is, how vulnerable all children are, and why we need to work within our communities to support the interests of minors.

When I first read The Woman Who Walked Into Doors in 2004, that was the end. Charlo was dead. Paula lived with three of her children. She was on better terms with her sisters. Now, there are two follow-up novels that my little book club will be reading, so be on the lookout for those reviews. If you want a fulfilling book club conversation, this is the book for you. Even without fellow readers to discuss, Doyle weaves an engaging tapestry that avoids formulae and tidy endings.