It’s not so much that the official Sunday Lowdown (which was regularly scheduled) is back and more so that I was going to share a bit, but it’s not all Uncle Ralph’s Carrots (positives).
a tale of two cities read-along
Recently, I finished a read-along with Biscuit and Lou. Well, finished isn’t the right word because I did not finish our book, A Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens, but I did complete the online meetup where I asked questions and learned more about the novel from my companions. Oddly, Lou struggles with most Dickens novels but loved A Tale of Two Cities, and I was the exact opposite. I typically enjoy Dickens, and he is definitely my favorite author from that time period, but I just couldn’t follow along with the sentences. I paused to ask, “Do those words go together??” I’m sad that I wasn’t able to finish because when I read the detailed plot synopsis on Wikipedia, I came away knowing that Dickens wrote an exceptional, exciting story. Biscuit was too determined to quit, claiming this was her “next Beloved” (referring to how the two of us struggled through Toni Morrison’s novel and gained bragging rights to claim we finished).
summer reading: june – august
Recently, I posted an update with books that I’d like to get through this summer, though I’m not formally participating in #20BooksofSummer. Here is what I’ve been up to:
completed & reviewed
- So Thirsty by Rachel Harrison: a action-filled novel about best friends with unconventional vampires and vampire lore.
- All this Can Be True by Jen Michalski: when a wife and mother must face her husband’s possible death, she also explores her romantic feelings for another woman, a stranger with a past that connects them.
did not finish
- Big Man with a Shovel by Joe Amato: this novel is too experimental for where I am in life, though I found the core story about employees of a snow removal company interesting. It’s more the metafictional aspects that I didn’t like, which included two editors pouring over the story of the snow removal employees because it sounds too familiar, making them wonder if it’s plagiarized. Then, there were the huge sections during which the author listed big events in American history.
currently reading
- Best Laid Plans by Allison Brennan: this Lucy Kincaid novel is about the speed that my brain will allow right now, and I’m grateful that such a series exists.
coming soon
- Goodbye Earl by Leesa Cross-Smith: the first book Biscuit and I are reading together post-internship. While we used to meet on video twice per week, we’re starting slowly with one book per month/one meeting per month. Besides, we’ve both got other book clubs going on.
interpreting work
So far, I’ve had some setbacks with getting started as an interpreter, and I’m working through them. Those setbacks are emotionally devastating to me, and as a result, I was quite behind on visit other people’s blogs. I tried to hit as many posts as I could, but just know that while I value the work you’ve put into your posts, I’m dealing with a lot right now. While there are some solutions in the pipeline for interpreting, I’m not exactly thriving as a person right now.

Oh, Melanie, I’m so sorry about the setback re getting started as an interpreter. I don’t know what the issue is of course, but hang in there. Everything I see and know about you tells me you’re great at the job so I hope it’s just a blip, and you’ll be on your way soon. Just know that there are people who love and believe in you.
As for A tale of two cities, I’m fascinated by the fact that you couldn’t get into it, but love other Dickens. I’m more with Lou – or, should I say, I understand Lou. When I was at high school, I could not read Dickens, until I tried A tale of two cities. That was my entrée to Dickens. After that, I did get into him, and I do like him a lot.
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I think Lou said they made her study Hard Times to death, which left her feeling sour on Dickens to begin with.
I’m coming up with a plan of action regarding work stuff. I definitely considered just quitting, but if I quit, that means I did not see it through all the way.
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Oh not, not after all those years of hard work Melanie. I mean, they’d never be wasted in terms of your own skills and development but you have so much to offer. There’s a balance that you need to find too … between quitting too soon and doing yourself harm, but it seems too soon to quit yet. And I know you have people around you who gave your back. Good luck.
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I’m trying to reach out to some people right now, so we’ll see how that goes. I’m an emotional mess, so it’s quite flip floppy. If I could just pick an emotion and move forward, that would be great.
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Good for you … I know you have more tools to process this and great support. You will survive … but I hope it’s way more than that and soon!
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Just don’t pick anger. That’s my go-to emotion and it never works.
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I go through a whole whirlwind of emotions but typically end up fighty in a good way.
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I’m so sorry to hear you’re facing setbacks. That must be so frustrating to have to deal with just as you’re ready to get out and begin. I hope some solutions begin to come about.
Funnily enough, Peter just read A Tale of Two Cities (though I don’t know if he ended up finishing). He said it was too hard for where his brain was at the end of the school year. But it’s my absolute favourite Dickens. I do, however, loathe Great Expectations.
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Ha, Lou also loathed Great Expectations. I’ve read David Copperfield, A Christmas Carol, Bleak House, and Oliver Twist. I think I read Great Expectations as an undergrad, but that was 100 years ago. This was the first one I couldn’t manage!
I wrote to my mentor today, and she has some thoughts on what I’m experiencing. I’m hoping she can help me from there.
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I haven’t read David Copperfield but I have read those others, plus I read The Pickwick Papers this year and was surprised by how much I enjoyed it. When I was about 12, my brother paid me to read Great Expectations for him and then give him a synopsis. Then I re-read it when I took the same lit class three years later and still hated it.
I’m glad you have someone to offer expertise and support you through!
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Hahaha, your brother sounds like trouble. Obviously, pre-Wikipedia trouble, but still. 😂
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He was the classic example of a kid who was super smart and super bored in school and so got into a lot of trouble!
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Does he also have ADHD? That sounds like classic ADHD kids.
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I mean, he doesn’t have a diagnosis but his kids do so make of that what you will!
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I’m guessing yes. If a person has ADHD, there is a 50% chance their children will, too.
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I think probably, yes. But he and his family have arrange their lives in a pretty ADHD friendly way so I think it doesn’t seem as apparent as it did when we were kids.
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I don’t know why I don’t read Dickens, but I don’t. I have Bleak House in my Audible library so I suppose I’ll get to it one day (I can see now I could have got the Charles Dickens collection – 10 novels – for one credit, a much better bargain.)
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Bleak House is all about the futility of British courts, and I enjoyed it with just a bit of background knowledge needed. Basically, the courts take so long to do shutting at this time because they’re searching through files of YEARS of cases looking for precedence. Some families have waited generations for a ruling about money that’s supposed to come to them, which can destroy families. That’s one of the main themes.
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I hope your setbacks will turn out to be like getting my grandson to learn to sleep–often it’s one step forward and two back. He’s sitting in my lap as I type this, rubbing his eyes.
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Is he sitting up? Is he so big already? Oh, goodness! I do think things are improving now, and I have some new plans in place.
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He is not sitting up, but just learning to turn over. He’s almost 5 months old, but still a little behind from being born premature.
Glad to hear things are improving and you have some plans in place.
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I cannot believe he is 5 months old. That seems impossible!
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Too bad about Tale of Two Cities, I really enjoyed that one.
Sorry to hear about your setbacks. I know it is probably hard to not get discouraged, but keep at it, things will turn around!
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I’ve been taking comfort in your gardening posts and turning that into more appreciation for what is growing and and happening at my own house. I’m becoming a bird feeder person, lol.
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I’m sorry to hear the interpreting stuff is such a struggle right now Melanie, but it sounds like you see some light at the end of the tunnel? I think I detected hope in that last paragraph?
What made me LOL in this post was your question “do those words go together?” because I honestly can’t think of a worse burn for a writer hahah
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Some writers are proud that they write sentences in which the words don’t go together because they think they are challenging the status quo. However, if your goal is communication of something, anything, you can’t put together a mishmash of words and hope everyone just “gets it.”
There was probably some hope in my post, and I’ve reached out in a few places to try and get something going with interpreting.
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[…] Brennan’s character, who is nothing like me, made me pause and reflect on my own life. In a recent Sunday Lowdown post, I wrote that I was struggling with some devastating news, though I was vague. I’m never […]
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Having read your more recent post, I know things are starting to look more promising with interpreting. So that’s good! I’m rooting for you. I’ve been mostly absent here this summer, but I hope to get back into the groove of posting and reading blogs. I’ve been doing some good reading but also didn’t participate in 20 Books of Summer. Just following my own whimsical reading star – and trying hard to read what I own and not buy anything new!
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I like making lists, like many of us do, and I like that I picked out titles for me to choose from, especially since I have decided to not finish a few books so far. The list helps me rebound and pick a new title faster. I’m going to do a list for the fall, too. It helps me navigate those plastic totes and e-readers full of books that might not live in my top of mind.
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